Today was exactly how I needed it to be. Things were so perfect. I swear my 1st hour teacher has a crush on me. I'll wait until I have more evidence until I explain that little tidbit. I don't know why but I've suddenly fallen back in love with orchestra. For awhile I was just sort of "eh" about it, but it is just so fun and it makes me happy and I had forgotten that. Tomorrow is latestart, thank god. I also have lunch rehearsals and James is gonna come listen and that's cool. Lunch was fun, we joked and read joke books.. mainly SIR CHARLES haha and it wasn't akward and I thought maybe it would be but I'm positive that's over by now. So I can definitely count James in as my friend. I think another game of kickball this weekend will be perfect. The pool guy is here talking to my parents. I'm happy. the sooner we get started the sooner we have a pool!! And I still haven't felt any regrets with the whole lauren thing. I noticed today that I felt alot...lighter. Like carefree. I also felt alot more confident because I didn't have her there. I don't care much though, I don't hate her or anything and i'm not pissed or anything. In fact I don't have much feeling at all about it anymore. I'm all cooled off and it's kind of just an experience to look back on. So now my sister wants me to make her a myspace..guess I will! :P